If I had it my way, I'd open up my door to find one of those cardboard cylinders containing a blueprint and schematic of my life, a special delivery from God.
Historically I have had a fear of the unknown. I felt that somehow if I could control my surroundings, people in my life and things that I did, I'd be safe. First of all, we are not in control of people, places or things. Second, a life spent playing it safe is not a life at all. If there is no risk, there is no gain. At this point of my life, I don't want to be complacent or afraid. The life of faith is the polar opposite. Afterall, "Faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see". Heb 11:1NIV
Being in the midst of my second lay-off within three and a half years, I am truly learning to walk by faith and not by sight. Instead of seeing my future as a scary unknown, I choose to see it as a blank canvas and have asked God to use me as the brush to paint the life He has for me. He chooses the specific colors and textures (gifts and talents) to create His Masterpiece which is my life.
I am an original priceless work of art and so are you!
When you consider a priceless piece of art, sometimes the unexpected and less traditional is the one that makes the greatest impact on us. I believe life is a lot like art. The picture might not always look pretty or perfect, but it is in the imperfections that God's light can shine through.
In a nutshell, that is my life...perfectly imperfect.
I don't have to have all the answers when considering what is next in my career, my ministry or my relationships. I just have to have faith and trust in the One who has all the answers and
is at work paving the way for me.
If you are in doubt of what the future holds, call on Jesus.
He can offer you peace of mind, peace in your heart and a peace that surpasses all understanding.
Be not afraid, for the LORD your God is with you!
-Heidi Frederick
January 12, 2011
Trust in the LORD with all your heart; do not depend on our own understanding. Seek His will in all you do and he will show you which path to take. Prov 3:5-6 NLT